I can't explain the things that are happening in my head right now or for the past few weeks, months, i don't know. They are everywhereeeee; noisy and myriad of colors and scenes playing in my head. I don't know how to describe it. But here, let me tell you; it's a mess. That is what I am very sure of. A mess.
I never asked to be like this. I don't even know what's got in to me, honestly. But I am trying to be the best version of me. Learning. So please stop asking me things like why I am like this and stuff. Because I honestly don't know and please do believe me. That's all. I will tell you when I have sorted things out with my head and when I am ready. I'm not gonna promise I will tell you though. Because sometimes it's a personal stuff and I rather talk about it to the person I trusted most.
believe me and be patient with me. Please.
However, I feel a bit ok. I don't feel sad which is good. Yeah, it's good.
And yea, I need to change some stuff on this blog. mhmm.
I'm going to be okay :)
