1. Sometimes my words get jumbled up when I'm writing/ typing/ talking that's because I have troubles with trying to explain things that are in my head. Because they are often appear in pictures, voices (weird ones), sounds and they are mostly abstracts and hard to put them down into words. but I understand them clearly, you know? do you get me?
give me some time to explain things.
2. my 7 year old cousin just lost her kitten and she cried so hard and said that she wanted to die too. I, the most socially awkward person, who have no idea on how to comfort people, didn't know what to say. So I said that the kitten goes to heaven and she doesn't have to be worried. but my sister, she knew exactly what she should say, or perhaps what normal people should say. and here I am, feeling like crying and a loser.
3. I was so mad the other day and I really hate myself.
this probably will be the last post. for now. idk. take care of yourself. stay safe. stay alive.
x
