Sun

This used to be the place where I pour out all those witty things in my head. I guess things changed. And well, I slowly lose interest in opening up to people.

Yes, I do care no matter how many times this mouth blurt out "no, I don't care", so easily

This heart of mine is stubborn,

         (Just like the person who owns it?)

I guess I build up the walls so high, that the walls obscure the Sun. That all I can see is darkness. shadows. 

I probably should put down some bricks and let the Sunshine baths my face.

so I could see clearly that there are brighter things out there
and places

Why would I ever build the walls so high anyway?

To protect myself

from myself
(and people)

what?

ok

pls just don't let the darkness or the negative things looming over your head for too long or whatever.
please do not let this kind of things cling to you.
it sucks i know.
but try to

u deserve to be HAPPEHHHHHHH. hurhruurjs  kdndkndjskdbsk kzbzjssahsisjsks kdjkssjhdidixneu

I feel like turning off myself sometimes but I learn to get a hold of myself.
.

 nay nay
          lembik







                                              /I care/
           

                                      /no matter what





i really do


you know what? just be as happy as you can even if you are not. yes yes.

adieu.

iT'S A MESSY POST BUT I LIKE IT, like who would ever read my posts.............now