And I start to think that maybe what I think of my good enough result, is not really good enough for those applications that I've applied.

Got rejected. One by one.

Oh well, oh well, I still hope for the best.

Holding to hope and faith. Let go and let God. For He knows what is best for me. And I not know what He had planned for me.

Masa first dapat news that the application tu dah boleh check, my feet was cold, "so, this is it. bismillah" but none. Takda. Habuk. few few. Ala, muka seposen, tutup laptop, buat muka tabahlah kononnya. And I keep quiet about it. After awhile, I told mama and buat muka selamba. Lepastu duduk terpaku for I don't know how many minutes, buat pekak bila someone tanya, terus menangis. Ha kau. Aina Si Sensitive. Drama sangat e.e


But hey, it is your loss HAH. Mesti patah hati kan (langsung tak kan? u r happy en) sebab tak ambil saya :-) saya okay sahaja (not)


It's okay.

And to those yang dapat, and I bet results gempak gila nak mati, congratulations! *baling mercun pop pop* (sila gelak, saya buat lawak. thanks) And youuuuuuuuu!!! Congratulations!!!! So proud of ya !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *fireworks* wuweeeeeeee :3 baling love satu ❤ . sila sambut hehehehehheheh

So, cuma tinggal beberapa keputusan dari 2,3 tempat sahaja. And my last option would be taking Medic with my sister (Kaklong, if you are reading this, I know, you mesti gelak and cakap "TOLD U SO") Insyaallah. Rezeki luaskan? Rezeki ada dekat mana-mana. Patah hati, ya, mestilah. Siapa tak? Mungkin rezeki kita lagi baik di tempat lain. So, let go, Aina. Don't give up.

You don't need to compare yourself with other people, Aina.

But hey:

"Just try and get up
You gotta slowly brush off
I know that words aren't enough
But you're better than this"

So, yeah, I am happy for those (especially you) yang dapat those offers. CONGRATULATIONS ;3

Syukur.

Takpalah. It's not the end. Things will get better. Maybe not today, but one day.

Assalamualaikum.