last week was wow. apparently i am made up of 20% blood and 80% tears. uiiii

last week was like a bumpy ride for me. I was like riding a roller coaster that never goes up. I was stuck. And somehow the roller coaster took me nowhere. I was stuck and confused and sad and mad and impatiently mad about it. Maybe it was my fault? Maybe I was too heavy for the roller coaster go up up up up up and up?

And i have this one point that i just want to be between the track that lead to the peak and that lead to the bottom. Because as soon as i am at the peak the roller coaster will whoosh down to the bottom.

I've been bottled up my tears the whole week ( and i forgot what made me so sad. all i can recall is that i cried so hard ) until this one day that make me so sad that one call asking "are you okay?" made me burst into tears and sobbing and weeping like a little girl. Wanting someone to pat me on my back. Longing for a long hug. And that one call, just one call, made me feel better. I am grateful for I have someone to listen to me when I am sad.

and i know things are planned by Him. Therefore, this too shall pass. Things will be okay. They always do.

School was okay.

I am talkative now. But still having those awkward moments when communicating with people.

two years eleven months

xoxoxo :)
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