I still can't accept the fact that my body shut myself out from this world without my permission

I get so tired and angry with myself

I just can't make things right

I've grown tired with myself

Please be okay. I may not be the best. But I'm trying
you know, you always be there for me and it's not fair that I fell asleep
when you need me
it's just not fair
not fair

please take a good care of yourself. you're the best and know that I'll always be there for you. Through thick and thin. And that is my promise to you.
Whatever that makes you feel like this, remember that it's not permanent and things will be okay. Because this too shall pass. Please don't let these things to be filled up in your head, because there are many other beautiful things in this world to be filled in head

you'll be okay
i'll always be there
when the world makes you fall down to your knees
know that i'll try my best to make you up up up like a balloon
and cut that anchor that tied you up to the ground
be free and happy

i am sorry. i am sorry. i am sorry

please be okay. it really makes me sad when you're like this and i know i should be the opposite. sebab kalau dua dua sedih, things will not be okay.

i love you,
take care Sky
xoxoxoxo