The thing about me, is that, I don't know how to show that I love people or that I care. I don't know the right way to show it. And I realized that I am not good in having relationships with people. be it with friends, lover. I don't. That is my curse I guess. And I am already used to people leaving me or ignoring me, abandon me so it's okay. If I were them, I would do that too. But I really hope they don't do that to others.
Building up the walls again.
adieu
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