semalam ada orang tu datang rumah xD hehehheheh c:

"Eehh kenapa you sorang putih? :O"

"Kenapa kakngah je yang putih"

guys pls 

kursus Manikayu last Saturday

yeap

- I long for adventures. A long car ride journey to somewhere with my friends in my own car (or theirs, since a) i don't own a car; b) I don't have driving licence; c) I don't even know how to freaking drive a freaking car). It must be fun. Go for a 3 a.m car ride to anywhere and look at the sky and enjoying the silence and the dark. But hey, this is a freaking reality. I doubt that I can go for the 3 a.m car ride here. Robbers. Bad people. Many bad things that'll hurt ya. But I'm sure I'll go for the ride one day. Adeventures. Enjoy the nature with your small friends. It's nice, isn't it? It is.
I only experienced those adventures in books. Only experience adventure in your head. Not even experience it in real life #sad.

I'll make sure I go for a lot of adventures. insyaallah.



-I am thankful. Very thankful actually. For what is and what was. For everything. For every little things and every big things.

Ada yang dah dapat biasiswa/ iv from MARA/JPA/MARAJPA/Petronas. I am so happy for them. Especially Luqzannnnnn and Dinieeeee. They deserved it. AND I SOOSOOSOSOSOOO PROUD OF YOU GUYSSSSSS T^T EH SIAPA TAK BANGGA SAYA SANGAT BANGGA ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

And as for me? None. But it's okay. Rezeki di tempat lain mungkin. I kind of cried a little. OK THAT'S A LIE. I CRIED. but takdalah sampai guruh semua lol. Sedar sendiri that I was being selfish. Instead of crying kenapa tak dapat, I should be happy to those yang dapat. Sebab mungkin rezeki aku dekat tempat lain. And I should have tried harder for my SPM. I feel like I didn't try hard enough. But I know I did. Tak mengapa.

Believe in His plan. For He is the best planner of all. He is the best author of all. He is The Almighty.

Do not give up. The beginning always the hardest n.n so yea. Go Aina~

-So 2 nights ago, I wasn't really okay. Until now. I honestly, don't know why. But I guess it's just something to do with hormones?? ?¿ I feel so sad. And angry at the same time. I just want to curl up into a ball. I want this tightness in my chest to go away. I want this.. this negative feelings/vibes to get the hell out of my head. Serious lah. Kenapa lah rasa macam ni??? hahahha.

It's not a big deal. So let's just forget it. I'm being so bloody dramatic. ha ha. 

ps: I drank nescafé yesterday. lagi buat orang mengantuk adalah?? zzzz

okay,
take care

xoxooxoxox

I love you Luqzan ♡