art
(better than before)
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"innovative" (the unfinished)
"innovative" (finished but somehow feel that there's something missing and tak sempat nak betulkan sebab kena hantar that Friday morning juga) (yes I procrastinate) (teruk betul)
"Unravel"
(sepatutnya ada dinding ;_; but I accidentally deleted that one u_u and i am a lazy arse so pls understand why I do not take the picture of this with wall)
"be calm"
I love how art can make me feel calm and free. And how you can be anyone and anywhere by just using that white paper/canvas. I am not really good at expressing myself. And I am really bad at controlling how I feel, especially when I am angry (believe me, when I am angry/mad, I have this urge to throw stuff and end up being sad because I hurt that thing. I am afraid of myself sometimes :B ). So when I am angry, I do some sketching (painting is ok but I prefer sketching). So, yea.
Anyway, nanti pergi Manikayu next Saturday huhu. And guess what (what?) Abah dapat 5 free movie tickets to watch Avengers on the same date Manikayu is on :-) :-) :-) i am fine (no) in dilemma? yes I am. But i have decided to go Manikayu. Movies boleh tengok bila-bila lagi dengan diorang kan? so uh yea.
oh and I found something on Tumblr (it's cute and sad but oh well just read!!!!!!) :-
She’s terrified of spiders. So when you’re out late with friends and she texts you freaking out because there’s one on her window, please go kill it. She won’t sleep otherwise.
She is a total textbook introvert. She won’t reply for hours and sometimes you won’t see her for a week. You will take this personally. Don’t. She’s simply taking care of herself and she’ll tell you how much she missed you while she was away.
She’ll get very jealous. My god, she gets so jealous. Those brown eyes will turn a deep green. She hates that about herself, and she doesn’t mean to do it. Remember, she loves you. Reassure her that you love her too.
On that topic, she needs constant reassurance. Tell her you love her and mean it. If you can’t do that, leave. She deserves more than that.
There will be nights when she goes out and drinks a little too much. She’ll call you to bring her home. When you do, she’ll try to keep you up all night by tickling you and repeating “I love you and I’m sorry I’m annoying.” She’s not annoying. But make sure she has plenty of water and don’t let her pass out until she drinks it, or she will be miserable in the morning.
She is the most independent woman I know. But she’s so insecure, it still breaks my heart. So when she starts an argument with “you don’t love me.” Do not get upset. Remind her you do and the reasons why. She’ll come around.
The cat comes first. Always. Don’t ever think otherwise.
Make her tea and remember the way she takes her coffee. She will notice.
When she’s having an anxiety attack, wrap her up in your arms and rub her back. Tell her she’s safe and remind her that she has medication if she needs it.
If you cannot treat her like royalty, let someone else. That girl deserves the world.
Losing her is a pain you will never shake. Your world will come crashing down on you and those pieces won’t ever fit the way they used to. Don’t let her go.
She will love you with all she’s got. Please give her the same.
I am begging you to not hurt her. She is golden. Don’t let that shine die out.
Give her your all and she’ll return the favor. You will never have to ask the universe for anything ever again.
ps: some humans on Twitter irk me that I have to mute them ._.
so... that's all ^_^
see you
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
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