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MAY THE ODDS BE EVER IN YOUR FAVOR

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Tuesday, December 4



Oh, Adam Young... You look sho cute up thuuuuurrrr :3 My, my, you are :3

Hey, assalamualaikum.

My laptop is dying just so you know. And I haven't told dad yet. I am scared. I am scared that he might be upset that I can't take care of the things that he gave to me. I don't want dad to think that I'm not grateful.. Ah, over-thinking me. Ah~ Okay here's the story of how my laptop is now dying like a dying fish:

The laptop fell. The end.




Ahhhhhhhhhhh :3

Dear Dinie. Dear my good friend Dinie. Dear my good friend Diniepiju. Dear my good friend Diniepiju the cutie. Dear my good friend Diniepiju who has those artist' fingers and creative mind. Okay, kena stop. Nanti cramp bibir Dinie asyik senyum. sudahh, sudah. haha

Okay let me start that again. (Oh I won't delete what I've typed up there.heheh) Just so you know Dinie, I don't forget you. I will nevuuuuuh forget you. Fyi, I dreamt of you, Hariz, me and 3 other people (who their face were blurred, I don't know whyyy o.O) were sitting in our class last 3 days ago.  Ahhhhh. I miss school and Ainatul and Fadzlin and Dinie. You see Dinie, I don't forget you. My dreams mostly about our school. Most of them were happy but 2 or 3 of them were... nightmare and I don't want to talk about it. Dinie, how can people forget you? You have the brightest smile that can light up everyone's day! It's true. Please don't deny :P You are so kind to me. To everyone around you. You will always be remembered.

Dinie, I am so glad I have friends like you and Ainatul and Fadzlin. The Three Musketeers! :D SO CUTE. You guys taught me a plethora of valuable lessons. I am sorry. very sorry for being so brat or annoyed you guys. you guys are the best.  I really hope that you guys will still be my classmates. insyaAllah. Tapi kalau dapat tawaran ke sekolah yang lebih baik, takpalah. We can still keep in touch kan? (:

eee, I can't wait to go to school and meet you guys. Please be prepared. I'm gonna squeeze you guys!

Dinie, you help me a lot. I feel so ashamed of myself. What a baby. Thank you Dinie.

You see.. I have a lot of things to type. But. I think that's all. Enough for me to remember back those 2012 memories (I know.. 2012 tak habis lagi. shhh)

I know, every cloud has a silver lining.

May the odds be ever in your favor.



mmmmm
Oh and here's:


“I think almost everybody has that one particular person who they just want to fix. I mean, you care for that person with everything you have; your mind and your body, your heart and your soul, and all the little space in between that you never showed to anyone else. You love their imperfections and their flaws, their weaknesses and all their darkest secrets, and even beyond all that messy stuff, you still want that person to know that you think they are absolutely perfect to you. You want them to see themselves in the way that you see them. You want them to know that they are beautiful, handsome and real and special and brave and so strong and worth someone's time. You want to tell them everything. All of it. All of those chaotic little thoughts inside your head. Everything. But they never will. And that’s what tears you apart.”